I went over to my friend Beth's today to hang out and I knew Bobbi was there with Jeremy yesterday but she was suppose to go home today and she was still there. It didn't bug me at first but then Beth took some pain pills for her toorh ache and she just ignored me she was just talking to Bobbi and of course she said all of the thing's to her she said to me. I don't understand what did I do to them to ignore me I help them out a lot and Beth just met Bobbi last week I've knew them for 2 years but Beth is sitting there saying how she's family and how she like's her a lot and you guy's look good togeather better then some people I know kind of pointing to me and turn's around and say's like Nikki. I still knew she was also talking about me and of course Jeremy had to nod yes when Beth was pointing to me I just wanted to cry right there and then but I held it in. What did I do so wrong for them to treat me like I'm nothing to them? just because she's a triplet and I'm the only child doesent mean they have to treat me this way oh and she is a good artist and I'm not that as good as her woopie I will addmitt I'm jeolous of her a lot. Maybe it's because she has somthing that I've alway's wanted my whole entire life Love and affection from someone. Well I don't care the other day Bobbi told me something I wasent suppose to know and now I have seconed thought's about him I told him when we first started going out that he had to wait a year to have sex and Bobbi just told me that he was hopeing that I did'nt wait well too bad so sad for him any way because Bobbi won't have sex with him either for a year ha ha I think it's funny.